Books have saved me many times throughout my life. As a
trans person, the first half of my existence was spent in isolation. Stories presented a
crucial escape, offering a wider world than my own. Writers who would never know me,
gave me
a place to belong. Julia Serano and Judith Butler voiced a clearer framework for
understanding my own identity. Across time, Louisa May Alcott and Jane Austen offered
sisterhood. Jim Harrison, Ted Kooser, and Viktor Frankl taught me stillness in the quiet
moments. When coming out in my early thirties,
This Is How It Always Is by Laurie
Frankel
alongside novels like
If I Was Your Girl and
Detransition, Baby let me safely
explore society before risking too much of my own vulnerability. Unfortunately however,
there are not very many books with transgender main characters.
As a professional mixed media artist these past thirteen
years, visual art has been a mechanism of self expression and survival. I love the creative
act. Carpentry and paint became my specialties, though I often incorporate illustration, web
development, photography, and music and sound design depending on the project at hand.
Increasingly however, writing has become a focus for me. It is pure creation in a way visual
art struggles to compare itself. As I have reflected on what inspires me and how I might
give back to my community, contributing to the small pool of narratives featuring transness
is where I’d like to devote my efforts. For kids like I once was, I want them to know they
have a place in this world. I want them to have stories and characters I did not get to have
while growing up. It is a privilege to really see oneself and belong. In short, I am driven
to make a harsh time in history a bit safer, a little kinder, and somewhat more inclusive.
Frankly though, writing well is difficult. As with creative
pursuits in general, awareness, authenticity, and discipline are helpful. However, in my
experience, formal education accelerates the quality of work produced and I feel a sense of
urgency to grow as a committed, lifelong learner. It was an immense pleasure visiting the
campus and seeing the Oscar Wilde Centre. Though applying for this program is certainly an
intimidating endeavor, the atmosphere seems to be one of such warmth, approachability, and
depth. If I were fortunate enough to attend Trinity College Dublin’s M. Phil. in Creative
Writing program, I have no doubt that it would help me mature as an artist and, by
extension, positively impact the lives of others. From across the ocean, thank you for your
consideration.
Respectfully,
Lauren Eliza